December 2011
So, this is it.
I’m finally ready to let go of the past. I’m ready to let go of all the people that came and went and that had hurt me. I’m ready to let go of what could of been. Ready to finally let you go. I learned to accept that some things just aren’t meant to be. This is a new year, I’m not going to let you hold me back. I’m ready to move forward. Ready to let go of some 2011 memories. Cheers to the...
I just want things to be back to normal.
Everything hurts. I'm sick and tired of hurting.
If you feel like nothing's going right, just...
Please, stay. Please keep your promise. I'm so...
Girls are complicated...
I’m not gonna lie. They will push you away, but what they really mean to say is “keep fighting for me”. They will tell you they’re okay, only to hope that you would hold them close and say “No, you’re not”. They will never tell you what they want and how they really feel, because at the back of their minds, they’re just hoping to see if you actually paid attention. They build walls, just to see if...
It's getting kinda difficult, adjusting to this...
I just want to get away. Move somewhere else.
I'm not going to run after you anymore. I'm done...
Less and Less.
I shouldn't care so much. I really shouldn't.
Look, I owe you a kind of explanation. But I’m honestly not trying to mess with...
Last Friday of 2011 and I’m spending it alone on the computer. Oh.
“Sometimes, we are too afraid to fall in love because we are afraid that we will get lost in it, We are unsure if that person is the one, You don’t take the chance to tell someone how you feel because you are afraid to get hurt and now you’re just sitting there wondering what if..”
I'm done being pushed around. I'm not going to...
I wish I can erase everything, but I can't.
It’s not as easy as deleting a post just so other people won’t find out what happened. Life is so much more than that. Once people know something about you, it gives them the power to either make you or break you. Judge you, or accept you. Forget you, or support you. And that’s scary. Having people have so much power over you is scary.